I’ve been backlog on lots of personal promises lately. Sorry guys if I owe you one. I will try my best to fulfill all as soon as possible; extremely busy recently.
Suffering Meniere's disease badly and today is the worst so far. Dizzy seriously and feel sick the whole day. Used to suffer this disease seriously during early twenties, but haven’t been suffering it for over 10 years. Almost forget it already. How comes it suddenly happen again and so serious?...
Well, just recalled it warned me in the last few weeks in fact. I felt dizzy twice when I was walking at the subway of the MTR station with classmate after school. Didn’t realize it’s back until this morning. Damn! Can’t get sick!
Feel so weak physically and mentally indeed… However, it is my practice to act strong at all time… really tiring. This is the role I choose, no complain. One day, one day, I will unload all the burdens. I hope this day can be attained.
May any virtues that I have performed in all my lives, be diverted to all unfortunate beings. Wish all the living beings and their families who suffer from disaster, disease, accident and any kind of unfortunates can find the way of happiness.
